I'm not sure how I'll feel about this come the 2008 season but right now, reflecting on the the Sox winning 2 titles in 4 years, I've come to realize something.
For me, it's not all about winning.
I went to my first Sox game when I was 7. I remember walking up the ramps as we headed to our LF grandstand seats, and I recall finally getting a look at the field, the wall, Reggie Smith was in LF shagging flies, George Scott was there, I got Rico's autograph. I remember the smells, the sounds, I remember it all.
I've always been a name on the front kind of fan. I don't get too enamored with individual players, especially superstars. I have always appreciated character and effort as much as talent. I love watching Manny hit, but I equally enjoy watching Ellsbury run the bases. I like seeing guys play hard, enjoy playing the game, and perform as great teammates, not individuals. IMO, baseball is the sport that chemistry means the least because individual performances go such a long way towards team success. Doesn't mean I don't want to see them play as a team, though.
I think both the 2004 and 2007 teams showed a lot of the characteristics that I like to see. My concern with ARod IS his character. I think he plays to the camera, I think he assumes (often correctly) that the camera is always on him, I think he feels he is bigger than the team, bigger than the game. I don't like his prancing, the way he sashays out on the field, I don't appreciate some of the tactics he's employed on the field or some of the things he's said off the field. I think he's a phony.
All this being said, I am concerned that his presence, even if the Sox win the WS with him, will diminish the experience FOR ME since I've built up a dislike for the guy over the years based on his plastic persona.
Selfish? Maybe, but I think the Red Sox can win multiple titles without him, and I'd like to see them try. The Sox are already big-spenders and could be accused of buying a title, a la the NYY. I'm ok with that...but there are limits beyond which I'm afraid the overall experience of being a Sox fan, for me, will be devalued.
I've said before, if ARod lands in Boston, I'll support him, and maybe, just maybe, he'll show us all something we haven't seen to date...character. And if they win a another WS title, I guess I'll be happy...but I just can't guarantee that it won't feel a little tainted...a little cheaper...than 2004 and 2007.
It's simply not all about winning at all costs for me, and I guess that's why I'm not a Yankees fan (no offense intended).