I don't see everything as black and white. I love my wife, but she does things that bug me. It doesn't mean I want a divorce.
It's not a contradiction to disagree with someone on a few things but still like the overall job they are doing by a long shot. These guys make dozens of decisions, so not agreeing on a few does not mean I write them off.
Also, disagreeing with someone does not always mean I think the other person is necessarily wrong. For one, I know I don't know all the stuff Cora nd Bloom know on every decision. I recognize my opinion may be wrong, and often times, the end results work out fine, despite my suggested alternative choice. There is a lot of gray area in between choices. For example, and this isn't meant to cause a political debate, I'm pro-choice, but I'd never call someone who is anti-abortion wrong. They believe abortion is murder, so I can see their point and can't say they are wrong to think murder is wrong.
I don't think I agonize over much. Hell, I think I'm one of the more level-headed posters on this sight. These game threads seem to show way more agonizing than I ever feel or display. More people agonized over me simply scratching my head than my actual head-scratching was, in terms of agonizing.
I guess I just see stating one's opinion as not always being meant as "second-guessing." I verbalize what I'm thinking at the time, and have been persuaded several times that my initial thought was or may have been short-sighted or flat out wrong. That doesn't bother me, as much as it seems to bother others. I've been wrong a lot, but when you state as many opinions as I do, being wrong a lot does not mean I've been wrong more than right.
I loved the Bloom hiring and felt he's the type of guy we needed for a long rebuild. The rebuild has gone better and more quickly than I ever imagined it could, under the system designed to penalize big spenders and winners. I'm happy to admit I was wrong about the speed it took to rebuild, and I have credited DD for a lot of it- someone I was critical of for dealing away so much of the farm, but also someone I was overall happy with as a GM. Again, I don't see that as being wishy-washy or contradicting. He brought us 3 nice first place finishes and the greatest Sox team, ever. To me, that outweighs the bad.
I loved the Cora hiring and still think he's a great manager, who gets the most out of what he's given, and knows his s*** when it comes to in game choices and taking the long view on a 162 game season. I don't pretend I know more or better, but I do have opinions that differ from his. If people view my comments as being overly critical or excessive second-guessing, so be it. Maybe I am a bit hypercritical, at times, but I'm thrilled we have Cora and Bloom as our leaders.
In the total scope of this board, I don't see myself as being more of a second-guesser than the average poster- it's just that I post more than most. As a percentage, most of my posts are supportive of Cora, Bloom and the team. I'm usually the optimist and I think I have more patience with slumping players and teams than many here do.