The reason that I want to win starts before the season did. They were selling sox four game packs and i was online frantically searching for tickets to the package with the RED SOX_YANKEES OPENING DAY. I got some tickets and to my surprise my parents gave me thumbs up to get it. Well, the tickets were timed as most usually are. I was entering all of the information and i pressed enter with very little time remaining on the timer. The ticket dealer refused it because my credit card number entry for my mom's card was incorrect, and I lost the tickets. Turns out that i missed the last four numbers:1986. Weird. So my parents say they will try to get tickets but they dont follow through. Then my dad lost his job this spring and he has had little to no cash flow and has been unable to purchase tickets off of such places as EBay. Then there was a ray of hope left: my dad's friend got tickets from his office. I was out of my depression and I thought I would be fortunate enough to make it to a Red Sox game this year. Now, my dad has recently informed me that he is taking my SISTER whos only begun to be interested in the Red Sox, instead of me. He says he will try to get other tickets to antoher game so that I can go to one but, with my dad's cash flow considered, I find it very unlikely that this will occur. I find this to be my last chance to make it to Fenway to see my beloved Red Sox at least once this year and my first time to Fenway in three years. That is why I want these tickets so badly.